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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

HAIZZZ... worlds in a disastic horrible plc tad i had nv seen....e darkness.. e saddness.. e depressedness.. evryting... its lyk end of e world... no light is cuming in..even artificial light and stars dun help..... i nd e sun.. my heart is cold... it doesnt beat animre.. it shivers...... its buried in ice tad nv melts... global warming doesnt melts it neither... its owaes ther... unbreakable.. a sadded heart is meaningless........
i hate sch cos ppl dere are all happy.. well..its gd 4 dem to b happy.. but cant dey even giv abit of their happiness to me?? cant dey jus b concerned abt sum1 ard them??? y r dey so hopeless?? and y m i depending on them to giv me a smile when even i couldnt?????????? telling myself to smile.. cos evryday u hav to do 3impt tings wich is 1.smile 2.smile wif teeth 3.laugh out loud... well i did smile.. unwillingly..cos when i dunno wad to say.. i jus giv tad prsn a smile... but tad was not counted ok... i actually did none of the above 3 tings mentioned... i'm jus lyk a zoombie.. a living dead prsn.. inside is empty......... i had tears and tears.. but it couldnt change into a smile... its jus tears of saddness...

onli watching mr.fighting makes me feel alil btr..but once e show end.. nth makes me feel btr.. evryting ard me is lyk worse than eva... i din realise tad last tym.. i dun even hav mood to do aniting.... if ani1 was to c me now.. dey will sure b asking if dere's sth wrong wif me.. cos i'm nt lyk tad.. tis is not me.. sum1 hu is filled wif saddnes.. no ways......... but tads wad i m now. and i cant help it...my heart is aching lyk hell.. but i cant do aniting...

i freaking gt a hse D and i'm lyk making a big fuss abt it.. cos u dunno wad was i doing... can u imagine yolanda pouring rubbish frm e small 1 to e medium and e medium to e large?? i doubt u can figure tad out.. yucks its disgusting man.. i was freaking washing my hands aft tad sucky clearing of rubbish.. but lucky she release us abit earlier.. hahahaz.buden i'm still nt happi wif it.. wads wrong wif e tchr man.. dun 1 go teach his lesson cum and observe ppl gg to e lockers.. and catch ppl giving hse D.. and tad fat ass woman wif specs...she btr watch out.. sae wad not cleared properly.. den mus reclear.. giv her a tight slap off man........ hate her lyk hell.... thank god she let me off early... my buay song face ah..scared her wits off ba..............

haiz.. haizz. haizz.haiz.....this is nv turning back.. i gave up my happiness 4 u.. so pls do treasure it... i regretted agn.. i told myself nt to regret anitings in life.. cos wheneva u start to regret.. u r too late to turn back.. but y since i noe tad. i try my best to cherish.. but i still hav to let go and regret....... seeing u happy makes me tink tad its all worth it.. but i'm too dumb to do tad.... don't u tink so? but i'm jus so toot lah...

ci ke ni yi zhen de li kai wo.. zai mei you wo de yi ge shi jie zi you de zou...( adapted frm zhang shao han angela zhen de)

what we could have been, 6:07 PM.
Monday, February 27, 2006

guess no 1 is online these days.. cos dey r busy so hardwrking studying their CT.. gg end sn rite? faster faster end..den u all cn slack abit cum online at tok 2 me..coz i'm so boredd... vry sianned.. my contacts all 0 1.. hahaz... so funni..... i rmb of e loner sitting in e mrt... hahahaz.. so cutes.. i gt lyk 70/100 4 pet's test!!!! omg.. i'm nt tad dumb either........ hehhehh..

here is kinda cold nw... coz autumns gg to b here sn.. windy days.. i tink i'll b blown away by e wind... oh yah.. gt tis auntie i noe of hor..she used to sty in wellington lah... den thr is so called e wind city lohs.... she sae last tym she was cooking outside e hse.. den she saw her neighbour climbing up e slope..budden climb and climb.. so long le..y still at e same plc? nv move 1? den she was watching.. and tinking.. den she was lyk " oh..coz too windy, dey cant climb up(old couples mah) .."can u imagine.. u climbing up a slope..but e wind dun let u go up e slope? so funni lah.. den she c until her fd chaota.. hahaz.. sumre last tym she toot toot cum here..dun even noe gt earthquake.. den one day she was felt giddy giddy not feeling too well..cos evrything ard her seems to b shaking... den she tell her husband tad y evryting seems to b shaking or moving ard.. den her husband told her " u toot lah.. jus nw gt earthquake u dunno ah?" hahahaz.. whr gt ppl so toot 1? den cos dere vry windy mah..dey say kids can b blown away by wind 1..so scarrry... lstn dey all sae e windy story... vry funni... yeah...

yay!! 2nite gt css!!!!! i wonder hu's gg to watch.. cos i tink evry1 will b so concentrating on their studies den nv watch hw... pls can a kind hearted soul watch it? and tell me abt it.. e forum is useless... i mean lyk dey dun report tings 1 mah... onli sae kp it up.. yupps..... well, DEAN.. jia you!!! hahahaz..

2dae sch is nth relli nice at all lah.. i was kinda late 4 sch agn..budden nt tad late.. cos no assembly mah.. tmr mus b early le...otherwise vry cham.. ani hw sit will gana scolding 1... nd to sit accordingly..wad shit lohs... den mus b early mah.. rite.. haiz.. i hope tad i can gt up early tmr to walk faster to sch..and reach thr earlier... hope so lah.. den i gt sc..wich is lyk dam sianed.. but we can tok during practical lohs..cos e tchr nv scold mah..den we make alot of noise to let e tchr's ear go burst..yups.. den gt ss.. e tchr is mad lah.. e words so small hw to c rite? i din bring my specs mah..thou can c but mus squint until vry hard..den can c and copy.. vry adagio u noe.. eyes so pain aft copying tad sht of words.. den sumre gt so mani hwk.. not all can b found in e tx.. den i gt to tink n tink.. den i kinda tink abit and bohchap abit loh.. finish le.... nd to let tchr check tmr.. den i did my jap finish long ago.. budden i realise td carrying tad ss bk and jap bk to sch is gonna b dam heavy lah.. cham le me.. it will slow dwn the rate of me walking u noe.. den i hav carrot legs all thx to e 'walking' .... --" maths is dam sianned.. and i gt maths 4 2hrs.. ass lah.. i was almst falling aslp in e 1st hr..and e 2nd i was doing at a vry slow rate..using liquid all tyms..cos i wasn't tinking properly..den kp on writing wrong loh..den nd to liquid..vry messy..... haven even finish.. i jus finish copying e wrking.. haven calculate e ans... hahahaz..its all = ___ hahahaz..no ans 1... and i spent so much tym doin it... den gt econs.. i was haf way slping.. brain slp eyes open jus not to let e tchr catch me loh... vry slack ah me 2dae...

hmms... still sadded..

what we could have been, 6:23 PM.
Friday, February 24, 2006

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whr is tad gal? tad gal tad used to b smiling happily evryday? wher's she? she seems lost.. she lost her smile on e way.. she cant find it backk..unless sum1 pick up 4 her and put it on her face agn...........
she is walking on tis lonely path alone.. being independent and strong and pick up the courage to walk bravely alone in e dangerous forest.. died and died mani tyms ard.. buden she survived agn.. eventualli she died agn..and tis is nv ending... if she's sad.. u can c tad..coz its pretty obvious.. tings she sae will b weird.. and bringing a lil saddness along..u cant c e smile cuming ot frm her face willingly.. coz her heart is sad.. her backview is vry saddening... thou she cant c her own bkview..but she's vry sure tad its vry depressed...........
thers nth she can do rite now..jus awaiting 4 tym to heal the wounds.. i wun blame u 4 tad.. coz i was part of it.. its not ur fault..neither was mine... we jus gt to accept it and walk on...
the turning of brightside is darkness.. e turning of happy is sadd... i jus made a wrong turn... i nd a u-turn.. but i cant find the sign tad sae's so..
well, it's over. and i gotta accept it no matter hw unwilling i was..........

if i'm in sg.. nth will happen rite.. i noe... y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y is my life getting so miserable.. i wud rather break my arms and legs when i was young to xchange 4 tis few happy yrs.. i dun wan a lovely childhood wif nth happening to me at all.. i noe life wun b so ez 4 me when i grow up..and indeed it came true.. i suffered e worst ting i eva tot it wud b..... i dun 1 tad lovely childhood gg tokyo, hk, m'sia... i dun wan tad childhood tad i was e protected gal.. i rather i fell and broke my arms and legs to pay 4 wad i'm able to survive in spore nw... yeah..tad's wad life is.. u cant predict aniting tad cums along or change ur past.. cos time has locked it up.... evryting.. time took it away... i hate time... i dun gt it!!!! i hav to suffer here 3 yrs to gt my citizenship so tad it wun b X studying U here.. and my mum has gt CPF wich can pay my spore U..i dun gt it!! i dun wan my citizenship..i jus wan to go bk to spore.. no matter wad consequences...... i relli dun cre abt consequences... i jus wan to b bk dere..


I HATE TIS DAMN SUCKY PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! filled wif hatred and saddness gal...


what we could have been, 7:15 PM.
Thursday, February 23, 2006

hmm.. i was almost blown away by e wind today..its lyk so windy tad e wind kp on blowing lah..duh rite..windy sure gt wind 1 mah.. hahaz.. yeah.. 1st period was pe.. den we were at e field right in frnt of the sea... i was dere..almst blown away.. i was curling myself up.. to gt warmth.. budden cant relli do tad cos its pe.. u r supposed to stand and act active.. hahaz.. den gt maths..so sian. wanted to slp..buden din lah.. i went daedreaming instead... jap is quite fun.. we wrote invitation cards and gav it to ppl.. yupps.. budden i gt told off 4 not handing in my hwk..dun care.. den gt sc.. e tchr today kinda slack lah..let us do e activity..den he nv relli scold us or sth lyk tad... we jus tok and play.. buden i was haf e tym daedreaming agn lohs... nxt and last is eng.. oh.tad tchr was vry concern abt tad prsn sitting in e corner..cos she put e fan blowing towards tad direction coz gt no space... den she asked me to stand up all of a sudden..i tot she found out tad i was luffing at her or sth.. budden din lohs..scare me..she was teaching grammar..sth abt command verb or wadeva crap lah....yeah..den is hm swt hm tym... my fren lost her pencil box on e way when she was walking..so i followed her to walk and find 4 tad..budden dun hav lah... so she sae " i'm not gg to hold tings on my hand animre.." okies..tad was lyk kinda too late.........i was daedreaming all e way hm oso...

reached home..i ate and watched mr fighting... den bathe..den read tis dumb bk tad was supposed to read and i read haf page..den went off to dreamland le lohs... still read.. buddeni gotta finish it asap.. wacau..so thick..can die..i'm onli at page 20.. haiz... jiayou!!

well, i dunno if i shuld let go of u or jus stay wad we are nw.. buden thr's kinda no diff.. i dunno hw to sae it to u.. tads y i try my best nt to link to tad topic.... but sumhw i feel tad if i dun tell u.. i will vry uncomfortable..but if i tell u le..wad will happen? i dunno i dunno i duno.. i realli dunno wad to do..shuld i tell u? or kp it frm u? i dunno.. i'm so confused.. being tis way is good sumhw.. but not gd sumhw..as in i scared u will dun lyk me mre if i dun let u go.. but if i let u go..i'll nv hav e chance to b wif u agn..... i'll miss tad side of u alots... mayb i shuld jus disappear into thin air..so sumhw i wun feel e pain...

what we could have been, 7:05 PM.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Of coz DEAN is shuai lah... dean mah...... hahahaz.. omg.. i'm gg siao agn.. relli siao.. siao abt dean leh... hahahaz.. nvm. i wan to b siao..so long nv siao le leh.. haiz..

oh yeah.. my leg hor.. gt blister on e sole lohz.. wacau..pain lah.. when u walk..... and i gotta walk to and fro frm hm to sch tmr.. hehhss.. vry poor ting hor.. gt blister still mus walk up and dwn..so tiring.. challenging wif e dam harmful sun... den my mum hor..sae " too bad.. u still hav to walk to sch tmr.. and dun b late" i was lyk.. shit u lah.. so pain still mus walk so fast.. coz i leave hse at 8.00 and sch starts at 8.30.. so i gotta walk dam fast..budden it will hurt lohz.. wish me luck lohs.. if it bleds.. i'm so dead......

did i say tad i did sth relli crappy during eng? i was given tis A3 paper.. supposed to do it for poems and paste it in e classrm.. i tot tad is for writing e.g of pun(lang devices/poetry terms) so i wrote " i'm so dead" BIG.on tad shit of paper.. and i nv liquid it off lah.. wad will happen if it got pasted huh.. so lame hor... yeah.. and my eng tchr is relli cute lah... she said tad she shuld rmb one of my clasmate's name wich is katie coz she got a cat tad is called katie.. it's a nice cat.. vry lovable..but it gt kinda old and is always lying thr lazily.... den she said tad my tad sri lanka fren lk lyk her neighbour.. she told my fren " well.. u dun relli lk lyk my neighbour..but u make me tink of her..." i was lyk diaos.... --" hahaaz.. she's funni lah.. i owaese luff during her lessons 1..tads y i lyk her.. i lyk her saying " good boy." sounds lyk training dog or sth.. and she said i dun wan to treat u lyk 2yr old kids sitting on the floor listning to me.. i'm not a kindy tchr and my children hav all passed e baby age.. duh.. she's lyk 60+ ba... hw can her children not pass baby age.. hahahaz..

2day i got athletic's day.. can u imagine tad i actually spelled it wrongly on mon. i was supposed to write an essay on tad.. coz i purposely skipped the mon 1... hahaz.. den i spell as sth else lah.. totally not e right word.. i was lyk so malued lah... budden i hav to hand it up.. so i handed up my maluness to e hse leader..... hahahaz.. so maluating... yups.. 2dae 1 is ok lah..not bad lohz.. i saw sum1 tad lks lyk yan ching.. relli lk alike lah..jus tad she gt long hair.. but if she short hair will lk exactly e same lohz... esp when she smiles...hahahaz.. cant blif i saw sum1 lk lyk her.. hahahaz.. den aft 3hrs of athletics.. i gt 1 hr of PE.. budden pe today was esp. fun lah..coz tad pe tchr 4gt is pe.. den we lyk played 4 haf an hr lohz.. so fun lah.. i was tickling tad sri lanka fren.. hahaz.. she's lyk a mouse..a hamster ba.... hahahaz...she can squeak... vry funi... yupps..

what we could have been, 5:38 PM.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006

NEW SONG!!!!!! erm..nt realli new actually.. its AHSHIN's HAPPY BIRTH DAY!!!!!!!!!!! argh.. he din ask help frm ani mayday members.. did it all by himself and dose who played e instuments were not mayday members.. hahahaz..sounds kinda weird huh... its jus lyk e ahxin frm SHin yue tuan.. sum sort of lah.. nt relli thou... anw, its realli nice!!!!
my mood suddenly turned so dam high coz............................... DEAN's back in CSS agn!!!!!! arghhh!!!! dean rules.. dean roxxx... dean i support u!!!! omg.. i'm gg so siao nw... i told u..tad was not e end of DEAN.. dean made it.. she is IN!!!!!!!!!!argh.i'm gg so mad.. imagine me screaming alone in tis dark quiet night... do u noe tad dean's tags are lyk 69pgs.. tads lyk so much lah... shit.. i shuld hav asked ppl to record CSS huh... omg.. i'm lyk so crazy over her leh... cham le.. she's haf my moral support now... argh.. dean is my CSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaz.. she rox.. hahaahaz.. (did pet record and took foto?) hahaz.. i hope u did ur job hor pet... dun disappoint me.. i will cry 1... hahaahaz..SEMi FINALS jiayou ah!!! wo ting ni dao di!!!!!

okies.. calm down.. i gt tings to report lah.. gt loads of eng and ss hwk lohz..tad ss tchr ah.. vry poor ting leh.. she gt fever i tink.. den not feeling well le..our class still so noisy.. kp on making noise.. dstb e tchr.. den she was lyk so pissed wif us.. and kp on asking us to kp quiet. budden we did not lah.. copy 1 sht of paper oso so slw... den e eng tchr hor..vry cute leh.. as in she vry funni lah...kp on asking tis notti boy to kp quiet..den he relli kp quiet awhile..den she say " good boy!" walau..tot dog ah.. kp on sayin tad.... den cos her whiteboard is flexible 1 mah.. den e boy jus cum into e class.den e board was there.. ther was a gap btw e door and board..so she pretend she hitting him wif e board.. budden is kk 1 lah.. vry weird hor... hahaahaz.. whr gt tchr will ply tis type of dumb game wif stud 1 ah.. if hav ..not bad lah hor.. hahahaz..

i'm lyk actually feeling dam pissed wif myself and evry1 ard me 2dae.. i duno y.. jus dun feel lyk toking or crappin or luffing lah.. no mood at alll....i was jus sitting dere staring at tings e whole day wif tad depressed face... ppl c me oso tink i abit sot ba.. so depressed.. budden dey nv tink tad i was depress lah.. dey tink i bohchap or sth.. budden i relli cant b bothered lah...totally no mood to care abt tings ard me... haizz.. den coz dean gt in.. i turned high.so dean kinda saved me i guess..at e last hrs of my day..she saved me... coz i dun lyk me being so depressed..budden i cant help it... i'm missing sum1 alot alots now.. tink i gg to hav xiang si bing le lah..... hahahaz..
okies.. the end___ :'(

what we could have been, 6:51 PM.
Monday, February 20, 2006

my dad hor.. walau eh!!!!!!!! vry wad lohs... ytd sae can go bk coz i cant stay here... den nw sae go bk study JC.hope so loh.... tok so much.. study hard can le mah.... tok so much... nw wad.. so ma fan ... haiz.. wad 60%... tink less than tad ba..... omg.. i'm gg to spend lyk haf of my teenhood here... cant stand it le lah.. i wan go shoppin u noe... hand vry itchy leh.... wan read mags.. wan do shopping.. wan buy shoes!!!
omg.. i'm so in love wif tad BAPE shoes!!!!! its jus lyk nike dunk.. budden its '3D' sort of.. so nice!!!! wacau... nike dunk roxx too!!! BAPE rules!!!!!! i printed all these shoes out.. and gg to paste it on my bk.. make it e nicest bk eva man.. since when i'm so hardwrkin at decorating books??! i dunno.. bt i gt interested in it.. i wan to make it attractive..so tad i study tad tym i will lyk it beta lohz...
yupps... hahaha.. i stil gt another bk haven deco yt.. but tad has to do wif japan.. ez lah... i jus go find tad suger heels wich is frm tokyo tad's so nice.. and cartoon characters lohz..sanrio.. haahahaz.. den gt tad japanese food lyk sushi!! den gt costmetics frm japan.. so mani mani tings i can print off.. hahahaz.. toot ppl as in here dose kiwifruits ah.. go print tad japan temple, dunno wad shit..dose traditional stuff lah.. thou kimono is nice..i mite tink of printing kimo.. buden temple is out of e way... i do mre unique 1....... hahaahaz.... dey dunno mah.. coz nth frm japan can b found here.... hw pathetic dese ppl are... i pity dem.. and i pity myself at e same tym.. coz i gotta stay here for looooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggg.. aaaaaaaagggggeeessssssss..... time ah time ah, fasttter pass lah.. den i can go bk faster....
he kp on saying he gt financial prob.. den means i hav to stay until 6yrs ltr... wacau.. 6yrs!!!! gg to b dead.. den still sae aft jc.. so nw e tym is e prob.. whether its 2yrs,3yrs,4yrs 6yrs.. its e matter of tym.. so wadeva it means.. i'm cfm returning.. its jus a matter of time.. yay.....

what we could have been, 4:08 PM.
Saturday, February 18, 2006

ytd cant blog.. coz tis 2pid blogger lagg..... yupps.. 2dae can blog le!!! yay!!!!
gg online is real bored 4 e nxt wk or so ba.. coz ppl either gt test or overseas or busy out.. haiz.. den left me alone online here.. dam pathetic...no point being online...
shit..i gt loads of hwk lah.... n i'm still slacking right here.. bu zhi si huo.... mus do.budden still sit here so shuang.. i cant even do my pie graph..dunno wads wrong wif it..i count e amt is correct.den ah... i change to percentage e whole ting go bonkers.. but i din realise.. i change to degree..oso din realise... den when i was drwin tad pie, i was lyk..omg..hw can all these fit in?? den i started checking.. and e whole ting was lyk wrong.. wasted so much time doing tad u noe...
i stil gt 4poems or song lyrics.. den mus write ur tots and blahs.. still nd to cover tad bk coz it lks soooo ugly..... and heavy.. and i nd to carry tad.. i still gt tons of maths excercise..and my dads nt hm to teach me.. and i dunno hw to do leh..i jus cant pass tad no. sequence topic.. i dunno y i jus cant c tad pattern... hopeless man...arrgghh hwks.. shoo!!
my tables messy..filled wif bits and pieces of paper ... big 1 small 1 clrful 1 stripy 1..all oso hav.. hahaahahaz.. and i gt pencils pen and compass lying on e table.. waseh..dam messy.. and i'm nt planning to tidy it up...

oh yah.. i found such nice anime of idols!!! and i'm sticking all of them on my bk cover... den when i c tad..i will study harder 1... hahaahahaz.. so happy.. i'm satisfied wif my bkcover.. budden lyk gt not enuff leh... can ppl draw mre.. den i can print it out.. hahaahahz..

yupps..i'm advertising 4 Mpop... all songs are nice!! go to www.haoting.com if u wan to lstn to them!!!! realli. i tink lin yu chong voice is nice..budden e song he choosen is lyk nt tad nice lah.. except kao an.. he gt e potential voice.. and li gang lin has superb voice too lohz.. his song is nt bad either.. jj new album is out!!! cao cao!! yupps..budden nt sae vry nice lah.. ai qing mo fa shi de tian mi yue ding is dam nice!!! and 2moro's qian zhe ni!!! u lstn le will hav dose feel lyk crying 1.. too touched le...and of coz.. angela's songs.. its quite long ago le lah... budden still worth mentioning... zhen de, ying xing de chi bang, pan duo la.. go lstn pls.. and s.H.e gt new single.. its at haoting.. i 4gt e title of e song le... paiseh.. budden its nt bad lah..and typhoon's tai feng!!! vry nice oso...... when u're free..jus go lstn.. jay's huo yuan jia is nt bad either...hahaz..

my mum n dad quarreled.. coz my dad is out e whole day wif his fren.. den my mum felt sadd.. hahaahaz.. e way my mum reacted when i tok to her vry funni..she lyk bohchap bohchap den ani hw tok cock.. hahaahahaz.. i duno y..budden i jus find it funni lah.. budden all thx to them, i've gt no dinner.. so hungry lah can.. i din even had a proper meal today.. coz i woke up late.. and tad roti prata is hard lyk hell.. nt nice 1.. den my lunch i cook noodles by myself (pro huh).. and 4 dinner i jus eat snack lohz..hw pathetic it is rite.... wad a sway day man.... dun lyk 2dae.. e onli ting i lyk was e idol stuff.. ahahaahaz.. i pratically dun lyk evryday here.. i jus dun lyk it lah.. dun ask y.. dun ask me to accept it..coz i cant ...yupps.. i waxed my hair 2dae.. nt bad lah ..my skills.. but i feel lyk cutting hair.. gting thick le.. i wan to thinner it.. whers reds? shunji? omg.. dey are all in sg.. haiz..

ohya.. i tink i'm gtting depression leh.. hahaz.. i hope i can gt it.. mad 1 me.. budden if i relli gt it..i might hav high possiblity in returning.. so pls..let me gt depression lah.. den i can go home le.. tis is not wher i call home.. its thr tad i call home.. yupps.. i hope tad whole wall is filled wif spore pics..haha.. i wan it too..

what we could have been, 6:09 PM.
Thursday, February 16, 2006

tad korean gal is cute!! omg.. relli vry cute!!! using body lang is kinda fun too!!!! hahaz.. yupps... we gt pe today and we were late 4 class.. coz of e stationary lah.. we were packing up mah.den still nd to change..so tads y abit slower.. den e 2pid pe tchr cum sae we all mus b earlier.. kp on reminding during class lah..walau..so malu can? we played baseball 2dae..okok lah.coz we onli gt 30mins..wich is lyk short.. usually is 1hr mah...haiz.. frm tmr onwards i'm having 1hr/lesson le--" i dun lyk tad.. so long... 1 2 drag oso vry hard.. beginnning to get sian le.coz no mre tym to tok mre... hahaz..
my eng tchr is cute..tad flabby wrinkled tchr of mine..she treats evry1 in class lyk a kinder kid lah... "oh,good boy! u're behaving vry well today!" "oh,thank you! u're a gd gal" ehh, pls lohz.. hw old r we le..still good boy good gal... pls lah...we r no longer kids.. dun treat us lyk 1.. and she owaes mumble to herself.. vry funni 1 lah.. in her class cfm can luff... i found sum1 hu can luff wif me!! she's tad sri lankan gal lohz.. she owaes luff wif me in eng class 1..fun.... hahahaz..... loves luffing..
wish sum1 gives me an apple evryday.. i dunno y...but i tink tads nt a bad idea.. i dun mind a choco evryday..it's a btr choice.. hahahaaz. coz choco hav lian ai de gan jue.. ^^
JJ new songs r ok-ok lah.. nt badd.. nt dam nice either.... i duno y..it is nt tad nice lyk b4... i tink 89757 is nicer than tis cao cao.. well, cao cao is an ancient prsn.i learnt in chi lesson 1.. oh yah.. i haven read my hcl txtbk yet..its still left on e shelf.. ok.i'm gg to read tad when i finish all my maths hwk.. yupps..

what we could have been, 6:31 PM.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I'm so lonely!! argh.. hate it... pathetic plc... i'm PROTESTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've past my loneliest pathetic ever bday here, loneliest valentine's eva(date online onli)... wads nxt... haiz... loneliest public days.. wacau..tis is so hell lah.nt fair... no chocos and swts.. coz dey dun giv ppl tad unless u r dam clse wif them..duh, n those i'm clse wif din bring chocos.. wth lah..
i dun lyk tis plc.. i dun lyk.. i dun lyk.. hw mani tyms mus i sae tad to touch heaven????? wonder wad did i do wrong in e past life lah.... make me suffer now.. haizz.....
gt songs to recommend!! lin yu chong-kao an he is 2006 hai die new guy!welcum!! and li gang lin- loving u and qi dao he's frm bai dai chang pian(duno wads tad)... 2moro-qian zhe ni dey belong to gun shi!!yay!! and liu geng hong-cai hong tian tang,yin wei you ni.. thou i dun lyk his gay face budden his song is not bad lah... yupps.tis yr e new singers are quite quality ba... nt louya's one lyk last yr.. i 4gt hu's new last yr..budden i'm nt interested in those..tis yr 1 nt bad huh.. hahaz. pls support M-pop... hahaz..
oh..2dae skul nt bad lah..quite ok.so-so lohz... morn gt form tym..ard 1hr ba..den i chatted wif tad sri lanka fren..wacau she dam skinny loh..... 36kg nia..sumre 1 dae onli eat 2meals.. mad 1.. but she lyk to make fun of ppl lohz..almost go mak fun of tchr oso..nt bad huh..nt guai type.. hahaz.. yupps... she came frm gal's sch oso.. n their sch is so dam innocent.no butch at all 1.. pure gals.... cant imagine tad lah..jus lyk in pri sch lohz.. hahahaz.. and hor, my tad new china fren owaes stress herself out lohz..e tchr scold e class she oso scarred until dun dare eat lunch..abit sot.. we used to gana scolding..dang er bian feng 1 mah..hu cares lohz..let e tchr go sore throat but i still can smile until siao.. so yah lah.. relaxx lah... hahaaz.. i owaes knock until sumting evryday..dunno wads wrong wif my leg... abit abnormal.... ohya..gt tis new korea gal..she dunno hw to speak eng mah.. den i mus use body lang to communicate wif her.. she vry poor ting leh.. dunno hw to speak.or understand..den lyk blur blur 1..budden she's cute lohz..chubby chubby de.. haahaz.. hw i wish i can speak.den i can tok 2 her mre mah.. i wanted to tell her abt thefaceshop nail polish is nice to use..budden she dun seem to understand wad m i saying.. ok..i shall wait 4 her to noe mre eng..den i tell her tad..hahaahz..yupps.......

what we could have been, 6:14 PM.
Monday, February 13, 2006

AI QING MO FA SHI !!!!! e OST is out, e show has started... omg! i feel lyk watching it!! lstning to e OST, eh..e main song is nt nice lah..lyk african or sth lyk tad.. i dun lyk.. e ending song and gan qing xian is nice!! so nice.. vry 183 lah... dey dun suit to sing mi hun ji tad type of style..esp their voice r lyk so coarse lohz....well, i dunno.. but if i tink of jacky zhu singing dose song..i will jus luff out.. i dunno y..coz he's lyk relli funni lah.. i rmb tad tym wqyl.. e zhu ying tai bcum zhu fan gang..den dey kp on imitating him..so funni...

2dae sch is nt vry interesting lah.. i heard a love story abt my fren.. but she's jus too hardwrking.. hahaz.. buden her family is quite sad lah...her dad lyks to gamble.den her mum has to wrk so hard to support e family n pay off debts.. n she's all alone here... but if it was me in spore alone.. i dun mind.. coz i jus lyk tad plc too much to be bothered wif my parents.. haiz..tink of tad.. i'm sadded agn...

watched wzbqw e last epi..omg... so exciting lah... yupps.. hees.. dun 1 it to end u noe.. i jus hope it goes on and on.. wait long lah.. a show jus hav to end sumhw.. no matter wad.. is tad wad life is abt too?? evryting will cum to an end.. an end tad u will not lyk it...y is it lyk tad... walking on e street tinking when is tis, tad gg to end... endless ends.... but sumhw it stil has to end.. but i jus dun wan it to end..let it carry on n on till 4eva... until when i die.. coz i cant face e ending.. i can let it start.but i duno hw to end it.. and i dun 1 2 end it...........

tmr's valentine's le.. hw m i gg to pass tis day? i'm sure tmr e skul will b kinda swt.. budden me? left alone in e corner.... no lah.wher will lyk tad.. i still hav frens to accompani me lah... duh.. hahahaz. lame....okies.. but i doubt i will hav chocos... coz i dun tink dey do such tings here ba... yeah.so sadds.. haiz.. no chocos 4 me.. my swt tooth is suffering...

well, pet requested on my update on my dad.. he said sth lyk use evry angle to look at sth.. mayb u will find a beta angle to view tis scenery or sth lah... shit ass hole lohz.. i look evrywher evrysingle angle..peeped thru all holes..cant find a gd view.. all are blocked by sth.. i cant see tad.. i jus cant.. e mre angle i look at.. e mre defacts i found it in.... i guess i wun b able to look thru it.. until i lost my memory... mayb tads e onli way ba... all i cn tink of.. yupps.. he was lookin at tad nice moon wif e reflection in e sea... kp on sayin sth abt hw nice tis place is..blahs... look at e stars.. he's owaes admiring tis type of stuff..e flowers.. e leafs..walau eh..so nature.... no wonder he so goddam suits tis plc.. i noe y..coz he is pure n nature lyk tis plac... n my mum's loving it too... wads e matter wif them.. i dunno.. dey jus din mention spore..other than e food..but dey wun bcoz of e food n go back... i've gt no choice.. helpless.. i nd sum1 hu is rich enuff to buy an airticket here... coz e postage is dam x.. and i realise tad i relli miss sum stuff out there tad i wish lyk gettin it..if sum1 is cumin here sum tym ard.. mayb these stuff can b brought into my hands... i hope n pray tad sum1 will cum n save me sumhw... struggling on a piece of hard land wif no resources...

gd luck to dose ppl hu r so stresss learning hard 4 all their tests!!!

what we could have been, 6:52 PM.
Sunday, February 12, 2006

mood quite gd 2dae ba..nth much to sae lah... thx sum1 4 helping me write e ahma poem.. hahaz.. coz i totally gt no idea of wad to write... yupps.. ohya..tad jay dvd gt abit of prob.. lyk jerky 1.. hahahaz..duno wads wrong wif tad ting...gt a lil scratch.. (pet did u do tad? or was it me?) hahahaz..well i dunno..i sort of jus discover it..coz i nv lk at e bk of e disc... hahaz.. yupps. wzbqw is almost done..i'm at episode 19..omg..so nice... budden y ziqian bcum lyk tad.. he shuld'nt lah.. i hope tad zhang ming han helps out..so tad e ending wun b senwell dying.. hahahaz.. yupps.. tads all..

what we could have been, 5:41 PM.
Saturday, February 11, 2006

2dae's kinda fun!!! coz i went to e city centre mah..tads y fun lohz... 2dae gt tis lantern festival tingy..wich e main sponsor was HSBC(nice lovely bank)..vry international 1 lohz..tad bank. hahaz.. yupps.. den gt food n sell tings lah..abit lyk pasar malam ba... buden abit high class lah.. sell all dose MADE in CHINA tings.. practically all made in china ba..wherelse...hahaahaz.. tads y so cheap lohz.. nt tad cheap actually..e food is x lah.coz cant import frm china mah.. esp. dose m'sia food..walau eh..nt e same taste lah..its jus diff...omg..i miss chomp2 satays... argghhh..i'm tinking abt fd agnn.. owaes so greedy..c fd den drool.. eh.. e "quickly" hor..u noe e bubble tea tad 1..last tym so famous tad shop hor..here hav leh..budden 1 outlet onli..spore 1 oso dun hav.coz dao bi le... hahaahaz.. so x lah.is lyk $5/cup. mad rite... dey earn so much of $$ lah..cheat e angmohs onli....
here i tink e best shuld b korean stores ba..mre to e cute types..hahaz.. childish lah.. budden sum stuff r quite nice lohz..den i saw alot of korean dramas..bt is tapes..n if no subtitle ah..i wun noe wads gg on lah... so nv rent lohz..i hope 1 fine day i will understand korean ba..it'll b useful relli.. let me finish wif my jap 1st.. i tink in e end i all haf haf 1... eng haf chi haf jap haf..hahahaz.. so hafy... nv full... hahhahaz..nvms..its ok.coz 3haf makes 1andahaf..so its full le lohz.. rite? yepps.. dumb way of tinking lah.. hahahaz..
i saw lyk 3frens of mine.. i waved to 2 and din wave 2 e 3rd 1.. i dunno wads wrong wif me..but i'm avoiding tad toot gal sum sort... haahaz.. dunno y lah..budden jus dun feel lyk saeing hi to her.. but if i lose her as a fren i will lose alot of frens oso lah... so cant u c...vry diff leh...wad shuld i do ah... i dunno...
i go dere help to giv out flyers lohz..my dad lah.ask me help... den i jus giv lohz..bt hor..dose angmohs or ppl hu rejected me ah.. vry wad leh..jus take lah..shake e head 4 wad.. ass.. den i realise tad i shook so mani tyms to dose ppl hu r givin flyers..pity them sort of.. hahaahaz.. yupps.i stood 4 so long lohz..nw my leg is aching le.. hahahaz..tink my mum e muscle cream expire le..nt hot 1.. budden gd lah.at least nt hot..btr still..
e food is so-so onli..coz not authentic 1..1 2 eat mus eat at btr plcs lah.. i ate 1 m'sia restaurant 4 lunch.tad was nice..i lyk e laksa..so is e fried rice.. vry m'sia style lah.. not char siew..sick n tired of eatin charsiew u noe.. all e HK ppl lyk to eat charsiew mah..cook evryting oso add tad in.. eat until so sian..n their char siew oso nt sae vry nice mah.
i saw dis nice sliverish 'pian' ribbon ting..quite nice..budden e price oso nice lah.. bt my hand vry itchy feel lyk buying..i dun care le..buy le den sae...hahaahaz..
at least 2dae gt ting to luff lohz.. so long nv luff le... hahhahaz.. coz gt sum dumb ppl walk past doin weird funi actions tad jus make me luff n luff lah.. den when i luff rite..gt ppl lk at me.wonderin wad was dere to luff abt..i tink dey tink i mad le ba..bt its relli funni if u c it lohz.. den will luff n luff 1 mah.. hahahaz..relli vry funi.. i onli rmb dere was tis boy boy hu wanted to touch e sum rocky wall.den e grandpa sae vry dirty in canton lah..e way he speak so funni lohz.. den gt tis dogg vry big size..den my mum sae bring tis dog cum n squeze wif human..wher gt ppl so boliao 1.. hahahaz..true lah..wad 4 brin tad dog out rite.. mite as well leave it at home..hahahaaz.. yupps.. my dad is msging ppl in e middle of e nite.. freaky.. haahahaz..

what we could have been, 6:12 PM.
Friday, February 10, 2006

FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!
walau eh..gt bad news lah. tad toot fren told me tad we gt 4 hols rite? den she said tad we gt 3 2wks hol n 1 7wks hol..Omg, tads so hell pathetic u noe... its so lil compare to sg lah..rite? haiyahs.make me happi 4 nth..i tot june oso gt 7wks..hell lah..so sian..so mani skulable days 4 me..eeeeeeeeyyyyyyeeerrrrrr...
eh.i was recorded by tad 2pid tchr 4 being LATE.hahaz.. l8 by 1min onli den take tad paper out.. my maths tchr sumre...c i smile smile cant dun write dwn meh...but lyk nth happen leh.i jus hope she threw tad paper away or lost it.. hahaz...
tad new china gal is such a hardwrkin guai kia..waseh.cant stand her lohz... she's ok at tyms budden too over guai le lah.. dunno hw to jk 1..sianned... nt funi de.. tad serious face of hers lks lyk sotong sumhw..coz she bai bai de..den round round 1..hahaz..
i tink my bag is gttin noticed by ppl le... sumhw..i heard it....i gt long ears tad stretched.... hahaz.. yupps.so i'm quite happi abt tad..

weird tings happen when i walk hm lah..
1stly,gt 1 old chinaish ahbei was carrying a bag of tofu i tink..den e water all drippin out frm e bag when he cross e road lah.yuckS!so dsgtin..eeee.. den i was staring at tad bag of drippin tofu. den e ahbei cum n tok to me. he said " ni shi hua ren mah?" den i was lyk "shi" at tad pt i wanted to walk away le.den he block my way say"ni cong nar lai de?" i said "xin jia po"think he deaf or wad..say"huh?xin jia?(new hse)" den i said "XIN JIA PO!!" den i walked away le.. imagine ppl walking nearby saw me tokin to tad ahbei wif tad bag of drippin tofu jus malus me.make me so paiseh onli...
2ndly,gt tis yr11 senior was walkin in frnt of me..he was wif another senior.. den dey both cum sae hi to me..ask me wads my name.blahs.. den i ans finish le mah..by right shuld b can go ahead le rite? so i jus walk in frnt of them.. den dey bhind gt 1fren.. he say vry loud lohz "ther was tis yolanda gal who i jus noe.Oh, she's up tad e frnt! she jus walked away lyk tad." i was lyk tinking: pls lah..wad jus walk away lyk tad.. u dunno wad is call raining ah..den my hse stil so far away.dun 1 gt sick mah..so mus walk faster lohz.. lyk tad oso dun understand... dumb...


gt tis fren of mine lah..she frm sri lanka 1 leh..so indianish..hahaz..i'm nt racist towards her pls.. she's nice..lyk mre to mei you xing ji and notti... she slpt in eng class b4 in her previous skul n ate gums when she gotta stand up 2 read sth..hmm.sounds nt tad guai..tads y.... unlyk nerdy guai kias...

my tad toot fren hor..she say i study cambridge maths sounds nerdy..WTH.WTF lah she.. pls lohz..tad cambridge tingy is jus sec2 maths ba..so easy..den if i tis type call nerdy.dose hu study Amaths 1 is wad..totally nerdy meh? wrong lohz..dose hu study Amaths 1 is call cleva but unerdy.frog in e well lah she... cambridge maths btr still..can do wrk durin maths class..n if i do fast jiu no nd bring tad heavy thick maths bk hm le. hu is mre dumb lohz..her rite.. hate her man.. i'm hating her mre n mre day by day..den she said tad i lk lyk sum1.i describe tad prsn to u..>hair clr is brwnish orange..briter than mine.curly hair(i dun hav curlys).dam dry hair(dryer than mine).messy hair(mine is so much neater thou nt vry neat).face is tanned(mine is kinda tann too lah).long skirt(my skirt is nt long loh).nerdy face(i gt a qian bian face instead).< pls lohz.dun even lk lyk can?? say wad rubbish i lk lyk her..insulting me indirectly sia... i'm gg trash her if she cont lyk tad.. c her face feel lyk smacking.. chiu jie is so much mre nicer than her man.. chiu jie at least is funni..can make me luff..chiu jie thou baibai budden is nt bad lah.she gt proper features... ohh..chiu jie.. y dun u take over her instead.. i'll b much happier... hahaz..mad le me..

OHYAH!!! gt alot of ppl ask if my nails r real or fake... do dey realli lk fake? evry1 has been asking tad.dey were lyk " omg,are dose real?" "so nice!" ..../hahahaz/.. duh, of coz its real lah.. my pretty nails is i do myself 1.n it grows by itself..totally 100% natural xcept tad i gt put transparent nail polish onli..hehhehhehh.... sumhw it looks lyk fake to me too..but i can 100% gerantee tad its 100%REAL nails. 100% not artificial. cum & take a lk at my nails when u're free!! thx and pls cum agn!!!
oh~i tink i'm doin sum adv. on my nails ba... hahahahaz.. lyk promoting my nails.. hahahaz.. gd job! ^^

what we could have been, 4:09 PM.
Thursday, February 09, 2006

sooo cccoooollldddddd lah... wth.. 1ce e wind blow den gt goosebumps le.. n e wind is lyk so strong lah..imagine walking in such a strong cold wind...... yeah lah.tad small umbre den my hair messy messy 1..spoil my image.hahaaz..so malu lohz..lucky dun relli hav ppl c me in tad malu state..otherwise relli vry MALU!!! n i'm lyk a stick(so skinny) compared to others.. budden is not skinny lah..cant stand e coldness lohz..sumtyms i wish i wud b in spore.at least i wun shiver.. but spore quite hot oso...spore e nite is right temp. hahahahaz...
okies.. nth realli happen in skul 2dy lah.. oh.HAVE!! tad toot fren of mine hor..walau eh.her xing ji dam zhong lah.lyk 'snatching' frens frm me can? wth.wads wrong wif her man..she has tad sri lanka gal le lohz..wadelse she wad.. act clse to my china fren..jus coz dey hav e common interest(drawing & music) so wad.. doesnt mean she can use tad as an excuse lah. den coz tad new china gal vry kiasu 1 mah..in 3mths mus master her eng.mad 1.pressurise herself..its a lang to master..hw can possible in 3mths lah...den my tad toot fren suggest tad evry1 has to speak eng.WTF lohz..jus coz she cant speak chi doesnt mean tad she has to do tad can? hell lah she..dey wan speak wad lang den speak lah..nd u 2 care meh?u tot their mother or wad.. u tot u ask dem speak in eng den dey will b grateful 2wards u meh?even will its onli a gratitude.. its so uncomfortable to ask ppl hu r nt used to speakin eng speak eng lah..nd tym to adjust 1 mah... n c e seniors..koreans speak koreans.chinese speak chi.HK speak canton.. all their mother tongues.. so wad's e point of forcing them to speak eng.. n P.S(their eng relli cant understand) ur ear has to b dam sharp to understand wad r dey saying... hahaz..i'm not critising lah.jus commenting onli.. ass......her....
2dae not in gd mood..tads y i went to cut my nails..n painted it.. to make me happier... hmm..it kinda gave me a satisfaction lah..nice nails i gt now..square str. nails..oh..i'm admiring it.. i did a gd job on my nails.. i feel lyk cuting hair...
n tad 2pid eng tchr..owaes giv hwk 1..mad de.. n her hwk is lyk title page..wad crap lohz..clr clr clr until my hand so tired lah.. wrinkled her...
I found tis post ting at my hse door when i came hm..den hor. e content wrote "storybook".. i was tinking and shaking tad ting :'tis cant possibly b a storybook.wher gt storybk can b squashed 1..by rite it shuld b hard mah..unbendable 1.." i dun blif it was a storybk.so i go hm open it up..n guess wad................. it is BA GUA!!! arghh!!... so happi.. gt ba gua 2 eat agn... i had not enuff durin cny.. budden onli gt 6slices lah.pathetic...n ate 2 le..left 4...its gg finish in no tym.. den no mre le.. hahaaz..budden its beta than nth lah.at least i gt ba gua to eat..coz my kind-hearted brave cousin post it over. THX COUSIN!! you're so nice!!!!! her baby's cute..hahaaz..

what we could have been, 6:12 PM.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006

OMG!! r u sure tad DEAN is OUT????? huh,i realli cant blif it..i screamed.. so sadds. y she out? she cant b out lohz..she gt e dam so much potential lah!!!!!!! ;'( y u nv wrk harder..i will stil support u 1..dun worri...
P-I-G clara.. all ur fault lah.. huh..tad RI guy out le ah..wacau.u serius?? yay!!!! i'm so glad tad he out..he cant b in 1 lah..mus b made a mistake durin e 1st rd.tads y nw den out..but lucky still out no matter wad...
Oh.tad fat char siew bao perform until all e charsiew cum out den will skinny le.. let her dance n turn until all e char siew cum out..disgusting.. yucks!! lucky u sit at e back..otherwise vry cham lohz.kp on c-ing a fat ting dancing ard e stage.....
tad fren who i wan mak fren wif hor..she's vry nice lah...budden vry quiet.n sumhw looks abit lyk nella.hahaz..tads wad i tink. she cum here 4 8yrs le..when she P1 jiu cum le.. haiz... sooo damm lonng agoo..imagine when u were in P1.u totally dunno spore at all.. i 1 2 find 4 dose hu jus came here, just lyk ME!! lyk tad gt mre tings to tok mah.. at least she went bk lah.she's in e woodlands estate 1..near pet.i guess..mayb quite far away oso... she in tis skul dun hav realli a lot of frens lohz.. coz she's new wad.den she cum find me durin lunch..den we tok n tok..i cant b bothered to slang wif her..so i jus returned to my singlish.hahahaz.. den my tad toot fren hor, she said "u 2 speak e same way!the same accent!" walau eh.so kuku..wads wrong wif her man.. i doubt she understands..coz of e singlish.lucky she stil noe hw to lah loh..otherwise i tok to her vry xin ku... haahaahaaz.overall she's nice lah..
2dae vry cold lohz..e wind kp blowing n blowing..den i nv wear sweater can? leng si ren le..rain so heavry sumre.when i 1 go home.den r road all no shelter 1.hold my tad small umbrella..so malu. i wana turn into snowman le.e hand jus nw white white 1..gt no blood...hahaaahaz.coz too cold le. nw its still cold.no body temp 1 my hand n leg.. hahaz..
the kiwis hor.walau relli lyk kiwi lah..kiwi fruit standing ard make me luff lyk siao.budden sth happen when i walk hm 2dae..gt tis 2 angmoh gals cum n say," hi, whr did u gt ur bag frm? its realli cool." den i of coz sae spore lah.make my country proud tad dey imported such bags mah.. hahahaz:)
chris ah..u gg do all ur form of excercise frm 2dae onwards rite? kp up e gd wrk!! i'm sure u can vry fast slim dwn 1..dun worry.i will support u de!! errm, if i gana bullied by angmohs, i will tell u 1..budden i haven gt bullied yet.n wil nt gt bullied ok?
yanyi,pls cum online earlier lah.gt tigs nd to discuss wif u.. dun xiao shi lah.. haha...

what we could have been, 12:40 PM.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Hehhehhehh.. todae was e 2nd day of sch.budden mre to 1st 4 me... my bag was lyk so heavy.. shoulders aching le..nd ppl to masage 4 me.. :) hahahaz.. den i was e 1st one to throw my stuff in e locker..so brave huh..duno wad will happen tmr.. i wonder will it stil b dere safely..haahahaz.. hope so.. i realli hope so..i dun 1 gt into ani trouble.. acting guai now... hahaz..
i'm looking forward 2 my target durin jap tmr... eh.target of making Friends.. dont gt e wrong idea.. she seems an innocent gal lah..heard tad she's frm spore..tads y i so excited...hoping tad she will b frenly .. and hu noes..we'll bcum best frens? i hope to c tad day arrives! but i dunno..we hav to c hw heaven arranges us.. EH.pls hor..PLAIN ordinary gd frens.. coz when u r overseas..u jus want to hav a buddy frm ur hometown accompanying u ard... otherwise no matter hw gd u r wif ppl frm other countries..u stil feel tad u r lyk a stranger sumhw.. yupps.. so..i realli hope she's nice.. n ppl..wish me luck in success making tis fren of mine!!! haahahaz..i'l post e results tmr.. n hor..can ani1 tell me wad happen durin campus ytd???? pls inform me..thou i noe u all vry hardwrking studying..budden jus inform me abit mah.. hahaaz..at least i will comment sth on it..haahahaahaz.

what we could have been, 7:06 PM.
Monday, February 06, 2006

oh god! i'm having sch tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y sch? gosh..i'm gg c e freakin idiots hu insulted my NIKE bag!! dose idiots watch out.. if i'm not nice tmr..dun blame me..blame it 4 ur 1st actions..hey pls, tad NIKE bag was praised by mani in sg.. hu's taste is beta? of coz sporeans lah..u tot u dese kiwi fruits meh..wait long lohz.. ok.thou its 4 guys.buden no1 noes..n e bag wrote"unisex".regardless of ani... n my hair, its not fake..its real.dying hair means tad u gotta let ppl noe tad u dyed it..gt it? dam idiots.. i wun 4giv u all..

i'm mapling..jus a beginner..a toot toot beginner...budden i gt to lv 8 in 3days..not bad huh... hmm.ya..praise myself.. agn.. hahaz.. i njoy doin tad..

oh..ani1 wans to read abt wzbqw agn? i guess its a boring topic ba..buden it sumhw reminds me of lovers in paris..tad show is nice..it was recomended by sum1.. n its coz of tad sum1 i watched tad show..din regret..it was relli nice. thx!! :)

nth realli happen today.. i woke at 1+..jus in tym 4 lunch...den watched wzbqw den mapled.den dinner den went to an aunties hse..den i ate watermelons~~"..alot lohz.dey kp giving me.. budden nt bad lah..quite fun...hear hw old ppl tok... hahahaaz.sooner later i bcum an ahma le.. hahaahaz^^

what we could have been, 6:24 PM.
Sunday, February 05, 2006

i had sent my 3haf pages long of comparison to my dad.. wonder if he had read it? or threw it right into the bin?or not touched by wad i wrote?or persistant on his decision? i relli dunno.. i reli hope tad he could understand wads e hell big diff..and i jus cant adapt..
rain cant sing jap..his jap jus sounds lyk korean... god..does he noes e big diff...u gotta stick all e pronouciation 2gthr..n not one by one lyk korean? Helo, rain?!pls dun let us dwn.. i duno y will lee hom n yanzi n elva n blahs..b interested in u? yupss.i dun disagree tad u can sing,dance,act esp in ur concert..budden..4 ur jap, u kinda failed! still u went up oricon.. pro.. okies..tads all abt rain...
guess wad..i din cry 2dae!!omg..i cant blif it..tad actually i din cry... wzbqw was nice..i was addicted...and same to maple..at 1st..its kinda boring..budden when u gt to e higher lvs.. u jus cant bear to leave it... and at least dere was sth nice n interesting 4 me 2 do.. u noe..yuppss.
Dorcas: i was mapling..so i din noe u were online..i will look out 4 u nxt tym..sorry 4 not chatting wif u telling u hw was my day.. well, let me tell u..it was kinda nice..at least i luffed 4 e 1st tym... tell u e details when u cum online..of coz when i luff..tads has totally nth 2 do wif my parents..coz i jus cant luff when i c them.yeah..
tink tad shuld b all...hahahaz. ^^

what we could have been, 6:16 PM.
Friday, February 03, 2006

NO SCH TDY!!!!!!
bt its boring u noe..sitting at home nth 2 do xcept watching wzbqw.thou its vry nice..vry worth watching..but i wan go shoppin..i'm lyk a bird in e cage..pathetic..but thers sth tad i jus dun understand.Why did wzbqw made me cry so mani tyms??? tis relli puzzles me..i tink n tink.but cant find ani ans leh.. is dere ani1 able to giv me an ans?i relli dun understand.
BORING,BORING,BORING!!!!!! will my dad noe hw bored m i and bring me bk? no i dun tink so. haiz.. y not.. hahaahaz... jus hope tad one fine day miracle happens.. lyk when he losts his mem or sth.. or when he relli understand wad i want.. its jus so simple. to live in spore. i jus hate tis dam plc lah.its jus crappy shit asshole.. h8 it lyk hell gt it? i dun lyk gg temple.so holy..
when i watch wzbqw my mum oso join in...mad 1.watch until dun 1 leave e tv... irritating leh..den she bring in e peanut, walau tad strong peanut smell..cant stand it..
i wan go shoppin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan go zara, mango, guess, nike, adidas, taka, kalms, popular, kino, mini toons/bits, wallet shop, sembawang, blahs..blahss..blahsss... i relli miss shopping..my hands r itchy lah.. is ani1 willing to b my guardian..den i can go bk le..... hu will b tad kind hearted soul.. waiting 4 tad 'guardian' to arrive into my life..jus lyk when tianyu meets ziqian..a saviour.. hahahaaz..hope tad day will cum.den i dun hav to suffer here animre!!

what we could have been, 6:02 PM.
Thursday, February 02, 2006

SCH FREAKS ME OUT!!!!
when i was walking on e road..absolutely no1..scarry huh..seems lyk dere isen skul. lucky when i reach.dere was sch..phew.. bai xia wo yi chang.. e nxt maluating ting tad happen 2 me was, i dunno my alpha order! den i was lyk" god bless.."ani hw sit ani hw stand..lucky e tchr nv scold me.so malu..i was lyk.wadeva lohz.. budden cant sae e wadeva word; coz it sounds rude. yupps.. this happening on e vry 1st day of skul. haiz.. AND! my leg po pi agn!!!!! y owaes sway tings happen 2 mi?hmm.. tis is so..............
i was watching wzbqw 4 e past few days.. it made me cried.blif it or not.e 1st show tad made me cry was actualli tis froggy show. :'( ooohh~... i tink tis is e 4th day i cried..oops. over-cried. i told myself so many tyms "yolanda,u gotta crying..no1 cares.."budden e mre tears flow out..it seemed to b out of my ctrl.wads wrong wif e tear glands...too long nv cry doesnt mean td i gotta kp on cryin rite? anws..wzbqw jus touched me...so nice.interesting.shuai.mei.cartoon.malu.touching.sad.happy.cool.shuang. etc.. e song [bu gou yong gan] by VJ is vry FEEL.. no wonder its e best ou xiang ju.no wonder ppl dun 1 td shw 2 end..no wonders.. wrk wonders.. wd m i crappin abt agn?siao.. hahaz.. :P
THe EnD___



what we could have been, 6:00 PM.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006

i'm starting skul tmr at 10.. haiz.. y mus start skul? i dn lyk skul!!! i onli njoy hols..loves hols..living in a meaningful plc.. nt nw.. tis is so nt nice at all... i rather do projects n hwks in a plc tad i lyk n nt enjoy e so called 'relaxing' skul.dumb ting.. i dn lyk tad 2pid skul! so sians 1.skul=no skul lyk tad.. no fun.eeeyerrrr.. e onli ting i cn do here is online..budden it cant b compared to tv n shoppin... a tv addict hv no tv 2 watch, shopaholic gt nth 2 shp.. wad rubbish loh.
Oh! wangzi is so niCe!!! he gt hit on his head so many tyms..no wonder e head so big n toot. tis show jus makes u 1 2 watch n watch on..dunno y..of coz its nice tads y its worth watching.the story of a frog hu wans to drink water.it dig n dig.until it saw tis big rock.but it gave up..but if u move away tad big rock,is e water.. tis story tells u tad : zai jin yao guan tou bu fang qi, jue wang jiu hui bian cheng xi wang. yess..tads it..end of story. hahaz..
I cant find lee hom's kiss goodbye.tad song is nice, + e mv.. perfect!! oh..i wan watch ch51.gimme five.. argh!!
i wan watch wqyl too.. my fav shw.. hmm..

what we could have been, 6:25 PM.

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